FML

Fuck my life. Not only does my life suck because I am a loser with no job and no ambition to get one, but I am a loser because I can't control myself long enough to stay sober for even 1 solid week. So, let's see. Wednesday I drank many drinks, which led to many lines of cocaine, which led to me feeling like utter pathetic shit on Thursday, which led to me being a major bitch to my family on Friday. Than of course I drank again Friday night to get away from them which led to rudeness all weekend long. Now comes the depression.